Player Name: Yun Contact: PM | positron#5752 | positron I prefer discord over plurk, and I use plurk mostly as a contact method. But feel free to add me on either! Pronouns: Any Tell us about yourself: I like my fandoms obscure, my characters unhinged, and my CRs weird! And I'm horrible at intros, sowwy uwu
Character Name: Saito Sejima Canon: AI: The Somnium Files Character Age: 30 Faction: Department of The Enma Brief Rundown:Spoilers for his canon below because this guy is a walking spoiler. And this is even the most spoiler-free description I could come up with.
Saito is, to put it bluntly, a high-functioning psychopath with an addiction to murder. He was born with a dysfunction that prevents his brain from properly secreting the hormone oxytocin, an important hormone that possesses a stress relieving effect and promotes social behavior. In plainer words, he can't experience the emotion commonly known as "love". This alone wouldn't be a huge problem if his faulty brain didn't also reward him with huge amounts of dopamine and endorphin whenever he takes a life, especially human lives. Making the act of killing the only way he can feel pleasure.
That's not to say he's going to strangle the first person he sees on the streets. He can pretend like he's a remotely normal person, and usually has just enough self-control to adapt and play roles when necessary. Though if it seems he can get away with his actions, things can get really messy. As in... bloody messy.
Initial Ideas: Still getting the feel of the game so no concrete ideas yet. But I'm looking to do some tagging into the Ember and Tanabata substories.
CR Desires: Saito's inability to feel love in the sense most people do and, on a lesser degree, his psychological dependence on murder both impose some tricky restrictions on relationships that require even the lowest level of intimacy. On one hand, as far as his addiction goes, the Department of the Enma will be making him do some of the dirtier work for them. That will most likely keep him satisfied and less likely to risk getting himself in trouble. On the other hand, his chemical imbalance might not have an easy fix, but I want to tackle the challenge and explore the more human side to him whenever possible, without crossing the boundary into OOC-ness.
With that said, most of his CR will probably be neutral or negative, but I'm all down for attempts at positive CR, slow-burn or otherwise! Relationships based on mutual gain or interests/goals will likely be a lot easier and quicker to build. Maybe if anyone in Enma shares his passion for the edgier stuff like killing, torture or the like, they could become murder buddies I'm sorry, this is a terrible idea but it's one I'd kill for (pun intended).
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Contact: PM | positron#5752 |
I prefer discord over plurk, and I use plurk mostly as a contact method. But feel free to add me on either!
Pronouns: Any
Tell us about yourself: I like my fandoms obscure, my characters unhinged, and my CRs weird! And I'm horrible at intros, sowwy uwu
Character Name: Saito Sejima
Canon: AI: The Somnium Files
Character Age: 30
Faction: Department of The Enma
Brief Rundown: Spoilers for his canon below because this guy is a walking spoiler. And this is even the most spoiler-free description I could come up with.
Saito is, to put it bluntly, a high-functioning psychopath with an addiction to murder. He was born with a dysfunction that prevents his brain from properly secreting the hormone oxytocin, an important hormone that possesses a stress relieving effect and promotes social behavior. In plainer words, he can't experience the emotion commonly known as "love". This alone wouldn't be a huge problem if his faulty brain didn't also reward him with huge amounts of dopamine and endorphin whenever he takes a life, especially human lives. Making the act of killing the only way he can feel pleasure.
That's not to say he's going to strangle the first person he sees on the streets. He can pretend like he's a remotely normal person, and usually has just enough self-control to adapt and play roles when necessary. Though if it seems he can get away with his actions, things can get really messy. As in... bloody messy.
Initial Ideas:
Still getting the feel of the game so no concrete ideas yet. But I'm looking to do some tagging into the Ember and Tanabata substories.
CR Desires:
Saito's inability to feel love in the sense most people do and, on a lesser degree, his psychological dependence on murder both impose some tricky restrictions on relationships that require even the lowest level of intimacy. On one hand, as far as his addiction goes, the Department of the Enma will be making him do some of the dirtier work for them. That will most likely keep him satisfied and less likely to risk getting himself in trouble. On the other hand, his chemical imbalance might not have an easy fix, but I want to tackle the challenge and explore the more human side to him whenever possible, without crossing the boundary into OOC-ness.
With that said, most of his CR will probably be neutral or negative, but I'm all down for attempts at positive CR, slow-burn or otherwise! Relationships based on mutual gain or interests/goals will likely be a lot easier and quicker to build. Maybe if anyone in Enma shares his passion for the edgier stuff like killing, torture or the like, they could become murder buddies
I'm sorry, this is a terrible idea but it's one I'd kill for (pun intended).Anything else: